You know, God feels the exact same way about all of us, all of His children. We totally screw up, ignore Him, don't talk to Him like we should or listen to Him like we should but He is constantly there, waiting on us to figure it out and to come home to Him!! What an amazing God!! I just have to keep remembering that we are His children and He will love us no matter what we do and will always be there for us!
Not sure why it is so hard for me to think of it that way since any parent feels that way about their own child. It is so funny how sometimes when I am trying to explain things to her or asking her why she just won't listen to me, it's like a voice on the inside saying SEE!?! or a small little laugh in my head. It's so funny and so amazing that I am finally starting to listen and actually hearing Him now!! There is no other feeling like it! and yes sometimes I am very guilty of arguing with Him! Somedays I understand and do what He is saying but there are still those days I am kind of saying, yeah yeah, whatever, and then doing my own thing but only to end up coming back, head down, asking for forgiveness, (which I wonder if He ever gets tired of), and saying I am so sorry I didn't listen and just do what He wanted me to in the first place!
This is a totally new relationship I am starting and I am still learning, in a way I'm kind of like a newborn.. Ok, that story is for another post.
Nichole. very true post.. Im sure some times he puts his hands on his hips and shakes his head disbelief
ReplyDeleteas to the things we do or say..but like us as parents, he knows we are young, and dont know the whole picture and he loves us anyway..
Great start to your new blog..
Love it.. keep up the great work, not only in this blog but your life as a wife and mother, and most of all as a daughter to the king.
God Bless.
Alright Karen, thanks for making me cry!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your compliment! Big hugs to you!!