Doing a Little Better

Doing a little better today.  Still feeling a little distant but you know, maybe that is just His way of testing me, making sure that I am not going to pull away just because I can't feel Him as close right now.  I also started thinking that maybe He's a little busy with everyone else right now...

Things are pretty good here, I have a daughter that might drive me crazy and never gives me a minute to myself but that just means she is healthy, happy, energetic and loves me!

I have dirty laundry, dirty dishes and house but that just means that we have a house to live in with plenty of food and clothes.

I can't always think of things to write about but maybe that just means that I am supposed to not stress over it, it's supposed to be fun not work!  Plus it gives me more time with Mad and more time to read other blogs.

Wanting that time alone with Him is important but it means that I have family that also needs me, which is a good thing.

Just some things I had to write down to remind myself that things are good and He was provided for us so I should stop worrying about everything and just relax!  God is still in control and right now maybe I am just supposed to be trying to figure out how to relax and stop controlling things myself.  That is always the hardest thing for me... letting Him show me what I am supposed to be doing.

Here's another post I did on Thanking the Lord for what we have.... its from my other blog My Mad World Pin It